Feel the LURVE baby!
I just realised something, you know, bout... *winces* love. Yea, the taboo topic for me..
I'm really starting to think that that elusive thing we call love has escaped my grasp.. and instead I caught god-knows-what which looked to me like what I had imagined love to. *Scream! Inhale. Scream! Inhale.* Yes.. that means I have never been. In love. Before. Ever. Period. I know! It's like wth?! *screams in horror* But sadly it's true.
I knew. Cuando yo veo Kinna, yo se que true amor looked como. (I already look like a Spanish babe, but heck I've gotta do something bout my conversing..) Although I admit, I've never had the need to.. usually skipped the chatting part to.. you know.. the "better parts", lol.. *crimson blush* (And no snide remarks like "how to see crimson on your face" you yellows..) " wahahakakaa.. hahaaa.. haha. =) ... ah... =I... hu.. =( huhu..
huhuhu.. I really am starting to believe that I deceived myself into diving headfirst into that hellavu whirlpool of a thing which is more commonly known as a relationship. Its sad. I'm still hoping I'm wrong.
I'm standing here still drenched from that experience. The water's dripping everywhere. But it does help that I look like a Baywatch babe.. lol, kiddin!
But I've gotta shoutout to all those who helped me come to this realisation even though it has caused that tall confident me to go hide in the bushes.. (And no, Owen didn't pull me in.. not this time anyway)
1st. Kinna. Terima kasih for letting me know what real love looks like and that it exists, pure genuine love.
2nd. Kelly. Thanks for giving me great company and making me think. And especially for letting me bully you. (No need for a bf anymore..)
3rd. Gisela. Toe che for making me laugh with your quirky singaporean ways.. (I know it has nothing to do with my post.. just for fun so Gis kembang sampai comelllll *cubit pipi Gis*)
4th. Shantini. Nandri for listening when noone was. And helping me sort out my already alphabetically ordered mind and confused feelings. And having a great sense of humour( laughing at all my jokes =D)
5th. Owen. Gracias for everything. ... Now pull me in the bushes already...
I'm really starting to think that that elusive thing we call love has escaped my grasp.. and instead I caught god-knows-what which looked to me like what I had imagined love to. *Scream! Inhale. Scream! Inhale.* Yes.. that means I have never been. In love. Before. Ever. Period. I know! It's like wth?! *screams in horror* But sadly it's true.
I knew. Cuando yo veo Kinna, yo se que true amor looked como. (I already look like a Spanish babe, but heck I've gotta do something bout my conversing..) Although I admit, I've never had the need to.. usually skipped the chatting part to.. you know.. the "better parts", lol.. *crimson blush* (And no snide remarks like "how to see crimson on your face" you yellows..) " wahahakakaa.. hahaaa.. haha. =) ... ah... =I... hu.. =( huhu..
huhuhu.. I really am starting to believe that I deceived myself into diving headfirst into that hellavu whirlpool of a thing which is more commonly known as a relationship. Its sad. I'm still hoping I'm wrong.
I'm standing here still drenched from that experience. The water's dripping everywhere. But it does help that I look like a Baywatch babe.. lol, kiddin!
But I've gotta shoutout to all those who helped me come to this realisation even though it has caused that tall confident me to go hide in the bushes.. (And no, Owen didn't pull me in.. not this time anyway)
1st. Kinna. Terima kasih for letting me know what real love looks like and that it exists, pure genuine love.
2nd. Kelly. Thanks for giving me great company and making me think. And especially for letting me bully you. (No need for a bf anymore..)
3rd. Gisela. Toe che for making me laugh with your quirky singaporean ways.. (I know it has nothing to do with my post.. just for fun so Gis kembang sampai comelllll *cubit pipi Gis*)
4th. Shantini. Nandri for listening when noone was. And helping me sort out my already alphabetically ordered mind and confused feelings. And having a great sense of humour( laughing at all my jokes =D)
5th. Owen. Gracias for everything. ... Now pull me in the bushes already...
posted by keishaowen at 7:29 pm
16 Comments:
aww Karthini..u're so effin sweet. Thanx for being there for me. There? Here?.. ya sure..whatever..
hahaha u and ur Owen. so cute =)
lova yah lots!
yea, me too.. (love myself lots!)
lol,jk.. love u too!
And yea.. to all the chinese out there..
my "toe che" ws mispelt aaparently.. It'ss suposedd to be "toh ceh".
And you people still insist I can't take "constructive" critiscm...
lol, always blur..
Cause of kinna.
i mean it seemed so genuine
and i doubt i've ever felt like that..
sure i've cried over him.
but i dont tink i've missed him like that.
Get me?
Actually now that I think of it.. maybe i did.
Great.. back to square one...
Thanks a bunch y'all.
hahaha I think ur the one who's blur right now. hahahaha
so, do u miss him or not. (who ever that "him" is...) tell me..
lol, my sexy pouty lips are sealed..
Kiddin, I'll tell you at school!
Lol, Aditi and I were like talking and we came up with this plan, kan ada international day on Fri, we were like I shud wear a saree and then can go to class late and all.. (cos it's kinda hard to walk,lol) and I'll get it stuck in my locker and the budak whose locker is next to mine aka my knight in shining armour will help me pull my saree off.. I mean out.
hahaa
Karthini pandai kan?
nice post...interesting revelations...sounds true...dont be confused...trust yourself...your inner voice some people say...
maybe it was true maybe it wasnt...depends on how you see it
ROFL...nak suruh budak sebelah tu tolong? HAHAHAHA...yea n u can be late for Spanish cuz he's in that class too =)...
I'll be waiting for u two in class with Ika, Devan, and Bharat. Budak locker sebelah tu punya girlfried sure jealous giler!!
Your knight in shining armor! HAHAHAHA....he's so ghetto man! What kind of knight is he? hahaha
I think budak german tu boleh jadi knight. He's like a Prince Charming man!!
hahahaha....
hahahaaa, maybe.. if we understood what budak German tu cakap without having to try to lip-read.. =)
And hon, don't bother waiting up for us.. kiddin!
I don't know la Sethu. In fact, I'm probably more confused now than I started with.
*curses in chinese*
hahaha we (me n the germ) had a long chat on our way home pasal budak Africa tue and some history stuff. I tried to read his lips but it was still hard man!! Plus, Kinna + history= dead body...So I had to do 2 things at once, read his lips, and trying to stay awake. oh well..he's hot!!
lol, kinna.. when u said u and the germ, I was like who r u calling 'germ!
History. *yawn*
Though I have to say he's pretty smart for a pretty boy. Yes, I stereotype..
hahaa, shan. I wasn't refering to him lah.. I was making up a non-existent person to prove u didn't like tall and hairy..
I'm smart AND reliable, remember?
=)
And dude, this whole true love will have to wait. I have better things to do with my time than wonder bout things I would never find the answer to anyway (like TOK, dreaming of being stranded on an island ala 'Lost' and painting my toenails)
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